Ok, this one has a special place in my heart. I was total a mess when we met. I was doing a show in Norberg, and we both stayed at this vacant psych ward, due to a lack of hotels. She told me she used to “chase butterflies” when she was a kid. She explained that it meant lying in bed, staring at a lightbulb, then closing your eyes while watching all the colourful feedback bounce around your inner eye. I remember thinking that it was the most staggering metaphor I had ever heard. I used to do this myself when growing up. Never had a word for it though.